"Sometimes, but I just so enjoy being around you that it's Ok. And, looking at you naked is awesome. I hope that doesn't flip you out."
She shook her head and then picked up her conversation.
"You haven't had a girl here since I moved in and I don't think you've stayed over at anyone's place. So, you obviously aren't getting laid."
"Quite observant," I teased. "And, I could say the same for you."
I could feel her tense next to me. She remained silent for a long time.
"Jake, I have had sex a number of times. Usually after work and before I come home. One week when you went out of town for a few days, we had sex here in my room. So, I've had the opportunity to work out some of the pent-up sex drive. But, you haven't"
I was stunned to learn of her sexual encounters. I had fantasized that we both were these warriors who were abstaining from sex and forging some super bond.
Megan rolled on her side and put her head on my shoulder and her hand on my stomach, her fingers just brushing the top of my pubes, lightly scratching the sensitive area, sending mild erotic shocks to my groin.
"Jake, I've hurt you, I fear."
I shook my head, but inside I was hurt.
"Jake, it's nothing about us. It's not cheating, since we are not a couple. It was just sex. I think you should feel free to do it too. That's one of the reasons why I wanted to talk. I want you to understand that you can do what you want."
I nodded, but couldn't find any words.
"So, do you like take care of yourself?"
I shrugged.
"Come on, Jake. You can tell me. Hell, you knew that Sally and I were jerking off like fiends when she was here. And, really, we are not incestuous. I use the vibe on her, but don't touch her with my hands or anything. She does the same for me. We know each other so well, that's it's a real kick to have someone else get you off. And, I do it when I'm alone. I use the vibe or just my fingers. Sometimes I squeeze a pillow between my legs and get off that way. I'm telling you this, because I don't want you to think you can't do it."
I laughed a little. "You know, I have never talked about masturbating with anyone, not even another guy. Now, I'm having a conversation about it with a girl."
"Well, technically you haven't said shit. I have spilled my beans, but yours are still in the freakin' can."
I laughed some more. "Megan, I jerk off like a fool. I do it here in my bed, in the shower and a couple times in the living room watching Showtime flics. Don't worry I am careful and don't spill anything."
Megan kissed my cheek. "My hero," she said with a hint of sarcasm.
"Do you think of me when you do it," she asked softly.
"Yeah, most of the time. Sorry."
"Nothing to be sorry about. I fantasize about you and that gorgeous cock that loves to stand up in front of me. I told you how much I enjoy watching it move as you walk. To be honest, I get wet sometimes looking at you with a hard-on just going about doing stuff in the apartment. Yep, very erotic. Good masturbating material."
We lay next to each other for a while and then I said.
"You said 'one of the reasons' before. What's the other reason you wanted to talk about our sex lives."
"Jake, I might want to bring someone home soon. It's nothing serious, just a hot fling, but I don't like that we'd have to sneak around you. So, I want to know if it's Ok with you."
I felt a pang of anxiety in my stomach, but knew I had no right to such a feeling.
"Of course it is, Meg. Bring him home anytime. Just give me fair warning so I'm not greeting him for the first time with my dick hanging out."
Megan was silent.
"What?"
"Actually, Jake, it's not a him. It's a her."
I now turned on my side to face her.
"Her? You're gay?"
Отредактировано Skyorg (2020-10-03 00:43:50)